Thursday, November 10, 2011

11.11.11



today is 11.11.11. last year i posted something on 10.10.10, i just thought it would be nice to post something again on a one-numbered date day.

since a lot of people are making wishes during this time, i might as well post my 11 wishes. here they are:

11. I wish for a DVD player hehehehe ... ambabaw i know, but mine broke down and i want to get a new one, pero yung maganda and durable na brand na yung gusto ko :) ... but the timing is off. i kinda have other things to prioritize pa muna ... hay :(

10. I wish i can overhaul my wardrobe ... yup, last i checked my clothes need to be updated. i feel i need to upgrade my style a little (or a lot maybe :P). plus the last major shopping spree i did was more than a year ago. some of my clothes are showing signs of wear and tear. I want to be able to wear skirts, high heels ... girly stuff, which right now is kind of a rarity (or non-existent?:P) in my closet.

9. I wish to write. writing has been an outlet, a hobby and a passion for me. I wish to be able to publish a book someday, a children's book (like those published by Adarna.... i sooo love those!) or just a collection of writings similar to Jessica Zafra's Twisted series. To start this off, I guess i should start updating my blog often :).

8. I wish to pamper myself. Go to a spa, spend my time getting a massage, scrubs and those detox treatment thingumajigs and come out refreshed and energized :)

7. I wish to get a new look. para naman medyo tumanda ng konti ang itsura ko... naks! ... kidding aside, para naman maiba at maka-attract ng good vibes :) at lovelife na din hihihihi! :)

6. I wish to be fit :) i need to get back to the gym! kelangan pag-ipunan ng bongga. and likewise, i wish to be more disciplined when it comes to my eating habits. after all, health is wealth and my family has a history of diabetes and hypertension. gotta take care of myself as early as now :)

5. I wish to be debt-free. again, a lot of discipline and sheer mind power is required. i wish to have the willpower to avoid unnecessary spending and focus my energy and funds to alleviate my family's financial situation.

4. I wish for strength. Strength to hold on and strength to let go. Strength to face life and deal with all the ups and downs that fate throws in my way. I wish to have enough strength to pull myself together through any situation, strength to accept defeat and admit mistakes when i commit them.

3. I wish for love. I have wished for this for so long, and i am still praying and wishing that i will be granted the blessing to be with someone whom i can share my life with. if possible, i do not want to go through this life alone. I am an only child and i already spent more than half of my life alone, i wish i can spend the rest of my life with someone i love and who loves me back.

2. I wish to be happy. happiness is a state of mind, it is a feeling, a lifestyle. i wish for that day when i do not have to remind myself to be happy, because i just am.

1. I wish to be a better version of me. I pray and wish that i will continue to grow and learn in all aspects: career, life and love.

My wish list is complete. From the simplest to the complicated. For some, i have the capacity to fulfill my wish in a short span of time. While for others, it will take more than just time. It will take patience, discipline, willpower and heart, plus a little something called blessing and guidance from Up above :).

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Uncharted by Sara Bareilles



no words,
my tears wont make any room for 'em, oh
and it don't hurt
like anything i've ever felt before
this is no broken heart
no familiar scars
this territory goes uncharted

just me
in a room sunk down in a house in a town
and i don't breathe
though i never meant to let it get away from me
now i have too much to hold
everybody has to get their hands on gold
and i want uncharted

stuck under the ceiling i made
i cant help the feeling

i'm going down
follow if you want, i won't just hang around
like you'll show me where to go
i'm already out of foolproof ideas
so don't ask me how to get started
its all uncharted

each day
i'm countin' up the minutes till i get alone
cause i can't stay
in the middle of it all, its nobody's fault
but i'm so low
never knew how much i didn't know
oh, everything is uncharted

i know i'm getting nowhere
when i only sit and stare

like i'm going down
follow if you want, i wont just hang around
like you'll show me where to go
i'm already out of foolproof ideas
so don't ask me how to get started
its all uncharted

jumpstart my kaleidoscope heart
i love to watch the colors fade
they may not make sense
but they sure as hell made me

i won't go as a passenger, no
waiting for the road to be laid
though i may be going down
i'll take in flame over burning out

compare
where you are to where to wanna be
and you'll get nowhere

i'm going down
follow if you want, i won't just hang around
like you'll show me where to go
i'm already out of foolproof ideas
so don't ask me how to get started

i'm going down
follow if you want, i won't just hang around
like you'll show me where to go
i'm already out of foolproof ideas
so don't ask me how to get started
its all uncharted.


Saturday, January 01, 2011